Friday, June 30, 2006
hello murderer.
i just wanna close my eyes to reality.
and hope you would lick your lips
and make me wanna believe.
" do you like her?"
" I dont knw. "
"Do You like either?"
" I like neither."
as long as you love me?
nah.
there's no more sense of completion.
all i felt tonight was this sense of emptiness.
burn these unsent letters,
it doesnt mean shit to You.
turn your back to me,
i cant afford to get lost in those sleepy eyes, yet again.
and hear your voice of treason
11:35 PM
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
i need to runaway.
coward, you say.
i cant wait to agree.
You could be my no.1 murderer with a gun already to my
10:17 PM
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want.
GLORIA, PLS READ THIS POST, ITS GONNA BE BOUT YOU SOON. :D
Anws, Sch was spastic today. Fun la. (:
Funny ppl
Guess what ms ____ said to me today.
Was looking outta the window during biology cause i finished what i had to do for biology and when i turn back ms ____ was looking at me.
Ms:[Pauses] Why do You always look like You are in jail?
WTH! She said that to me last yr too i think. Ha, She's so weird.
okay, lets name this one Ms J.
MsJ: Tell me what is the country you havent gone but would like to go, and why.
Glyn(I think): India.
MsJ: Why?
Sok: To free the birds!
Ms J: Huh?
GET IT?! xD
WTH RIGHTTT. But i heard it was Spastic BIRD who told her to say it. Yes, Bird, free You la hor! HAHAHA.
Hlm w Charms and Shiyun later on. Before that we were in Charm's class and since Stupid Charms was reading her stupid magazine and refused to budge, we decided to play the " take photo" trick on Suann. WAH LAO EH. SHE HUNDRED PERCENT LAGGING LEH. We did it so many times the ppl who were in class started to watch us. AND SHE STILL DIDNT GET IT. Finally, we left cause we just wanted to slam our heads on the wall cause we did it so obviously and I even accidentally said " See who i follow! " TWICE. Best la that woman. She came running to us later, excited as ever that she FINALLY found out. I alr cried just laughing away man. Ha.
Slow woman. XD
Hlm later with C and S. D later came along. We were like embarrassing ourselves in macs. Okay, I was embarrassing them in macs. Ha, Was like major spasm la.
Home.
Oh ya, I almost forgot abt GLORIA.
J, S and I were just thinking, cause Gloria has a bended class in a2 so we were thinking how tragic and dangerous that she is cmg to our block.
Sir Shrimps: What a beautiful smile (: says:
IMAGINE YOU'RE STUDYING
Sir Shrimps: What a beautiful smile (: says:
THEN SUDDENLY
Sir Shrimps: What a beautiful smile (: says:
" AHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHHAHAH " omg. i will die.
OMG, I AGREE MAN! HAHAHA. We will all die. J says that her laughter can be heard from miles away. Hahaha. OH OH OH AND IMAGINE
Its a stressful day cause You're gg through a VERY DIFFICULT TEST, then just when you're concentrating VERY hard, You suddenly hear this HIDEOUS laughter coming from Ms G and then You hear her quarrelling with Zx and gg " GO AND EAT YOUR SHIT LA! ". The class will fail the test man. Hows that Gloria! :D
Anws, Jan is cmg back next weds. (: omg, happiness. I miss You ROMROM! :D WE CAN LIVE LIKE JACK AND SALLY! :D HAHAHA.
And I was just telling J and W that 2a2 ppl will all grow slimmer due to the large amount of walking. Cheers man! :D
Alright, its been one long post, I think.
My fingers are getting tired.
Like indecision to call You
6:41 PM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Dont You know?
Headed over to my cousin's house last night and i found out that my cousin's dog is DAMN HORNY. Was playing basketball with their hoop and the ball fell over to the other side where my cousin's golden retriever was. Had to go over the "Gate" , You know that kind to stop the dog from gg to where we were playing basketball. And she was biting the ball and bite my hand when i attempted to get the ball back.
HERE'S THE PART:
okay, so when i snatched it back and threw it over the " gate", She GRABBED MY LEGS AND STARTED MOVING. YES, SHE LOOKED LIKE SHE WAS DOING SMTH VERY WRONG. Hahaha. And when i pushed her away and attempted to run away, SHE GRABBED MY OTHER LEG AND DID THE SAME THING. And her paws were digging into my skin. I was like screaming for help la! Then J came over and attempted to help me but the HORNY DOG jumped on her instead and put her paws on J and attempted to hold her from behind. (SEEE, HORNY RIGHT.) And so i had to help her again and this time SHE GRABBED MY LEGS AGAIN. I spent like ten mins trying to break free la.
And when i got free, it wasnt long before i had to go back in to get the ball YET AGAIN. So, yeah, I was grabbed like a hundred times by a DOG. I feel sexually abused. Ha.
When i told my parents this is what they said,
Me: EH, The stupid dog is damn horny!
(tells them what happened)
M: (looks at my uncle) GET HER A MATE LA!
D: Ya, Your dog attack my daughters leh!
Me: Not just attack once okay!
D: Go wash Your leg! Later You get that diseasee.. RAH-BIES!
No, i did not spell it wrongly. My dad pronounced rabies and rahbies.
I got sexually abused,
and cursed with Rahbies.
What a day. Lol.
Oh, i just rmbed smth. HIGH SCH MUSICAL TONIGHT!
VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS.
-Drools.
Oh well.
Gimme another friday night.
Cross out the happy endings.
2:39 PM
Friday, June 23, 2006
J: I cant finish the onion rings leh. So poor thing. loook!
(Both looks at the leftover onion rings.)
M: okay okay. I eat, I eat.
(Picks up one, and stares at it with disgust.)
M: Its so nice..
(Acts like its damn nice and gaze at lovingly)
J: You doing advertisement ah!
-
(Both gets into the car)
J: OW, the door slam on my leg!
(push the door away.)
M: ( Looks at J with great concern) Oh man! Did you hurt the door?!
J: Huh!
M: Did You scratch my car door on the pillar not!
-
Ice lemon tea makes my mother abit more retarded then usual.
Its in the genes.
I dont knw what i want anymore.
2:28 PM
I just read ____ blog.
And it made me feel so #$%^&*(*&^%$#$%^&*&^%$%^&*!!
No, its not cause im irritated with _____.
Its cause,
I feel the same as ___ feels.
Oh what a fool, yet again.
Runaway with my heart,
Runaway with my hope,
Runaway with my love.
12:07 AM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Genuine or fake?
Trng today, pretty alright. It was kinda slack anyway. Nothing much to say.
Out with Charms, Ju and Qy. Went to heartland for lunch first then head over to Ju's house. Ju ah, Ju ah. Dont knw how to change in her toilet. -.- Hoho. Anyhow, headed to Jan's house later. Ju left not soon after and we slacked ard till like 4.
I'm gonna miss seeing Janice in sch. Rah.
Anws,
I GOT MAJOR EYECANDIES.
BRENDON URIE AND VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS.
And no, Isabella, You do NOT look like Vanessa Anne Hudgens. Everybody who agrees pls tag so that Isabella can FINALLY face REALITY that she does not look like her at all. :D
I only had two hours of sleep thanks to stupid Kettle. She and her stupid football matches so i shall go to sleep now. Maybe before that,
-
Genuine nonchalance?
How long i'll wait
Just to say goodbye
You could never let me in
Holding on until the end.
11:49 PM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Ka-ching.
-Smiles. :D
Watched Cars with D today. Oh, Sorry for being late. =\ Anws, That moron said that she didnt want to watch the show cause it was boring and it was about cars. Then when the show finished, She said it was nice. -.- Yes, it was nice la. Reminded me of toy story though, its like so toy story-fied. :D
Oh, and EVERYTHING WAS CARS, even the bugs were cars. They had cars to be a fly. :D
Hoho, DEMELZA ANG LITING. I BLOGGED ABT IT FIRST! :D
Oh, And carnival is cancelled. #$%^&**&^%$#$%^&*&^%$#!!!! I was looking forward la. Damn it.
Ahhh well.
She's the blade and You're just paper.
8:53 PM
Can I be Your memory?
-Trng today.
-stupid lame shit at night.
-___ just told me smth that makes me tio shock too.
-hao peng you is making things worst.
-i havent done my hwk.
- its still flowing.
-you switched off your phone.
-my cramps are killing me.
-My brain is having an information overload.
-And im so bery bery bery hungry.
okay, thats about all.
Gnight.
-
You say We're just friends,
We're playin pretend to keep me here.
I got my finger on the trigger and You're in my way.
12:45 AM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Flow flow flow. :D
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Cannot be Your enemy.
Losing half a year.
Waiting for You here
I'd be Your anything.
-
With poise and rationality, shall we?
7:49 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
what does it matter.
I know why i am so emo lately, cause i got the answer just now. YING WEI WO DE HAO PENG YOU LAI LE. Darn.
There's so much i wanna blog about but im getting lazy alr lehhhhh, oh well. my sister is putting this camera in my face that i cant see what im typing, stupid shit. Oh, she got a new camera and she's been taking pictures of herself ever since, i will go steal the camera later and check how many pictures she took of herself. My bet is only about a hundred, cause the camera no battery, tmrw she will be taking another hundred. Wah, sometimes i think she can be some ah lian pls. Omg, my sister is an ah lian.
Shit, i forgot i wanna blog about alr. Oh, yes, camp.
CAMP:
When i was packing man, My maid damn blur la,she put Her own panties in my drawer and so just when i was about to put it into my camp bag, I realised that something was wrong cause i only have 2 ____(insert a colour) and not three ______ Underwear. No, its not pink. Imagine if i wore it, It has netting. (WTF?!) Yes, I dont knw for what man. Its like some ultra alot of layer underwear man. Okay, okay, Not funny.
So, camp was alright la. the hotel is so big, you take twenty mins to go from the room to the conference room la. And it looked like aladdin castle la. It has horses everywhere, and it has pictures of the impt guests that went there before. BECKHAM WAS THERE BEFORE. Ha, Hottie. :D
Oh, D and my mother can just be best friends man, She is like SUPER ULTRA DUPER neat. She nags like my mother too. Ha. :D But she's better than my mother, she packed some stuff for me cannn, Ha, my mother will never do that in her wildest dreams man.
Shit, i forgot what i wanted to blog again. Long posts never work for me la. Maybe i shld just stop here. Yes, i shld. yay, i made it here. lol
oh, one last thing, GLORIA CALLED ME FAT TODAY. I wanna slap her face man . WAIT, CORRECTION. HER UGLY FACE. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Oh well. She's annoying but ______. Hahaha, I dont want to say anything nice abt her, she will drive the world crazy with her ego bomb shit.
-
How can You be so nonchalant?
I can't breathe
You blew me off so easily.
10:34 PM
no, i dont want to hold on to feel the same anymore.
i just want the earliest train ride out of here.
Yes, its about You, again. yes, yet again. I hate it how you can just make me lose the zest to blog about anything else so easily. Maybe later when i've wrenched my heart back from your attempts to break it further.
That thing You do.
6:49 PM
Some camp photos.
(:
the creepy toilet.
shake shake
I miss them.
yes, ONE TWO THREE FOUR!
ohhhh zuxinnnnn `waves
looks wrong leh, crys.
their fetish for combs
ka, where are you.
I have very few camp photos, We didnt take alot. Maybe i will update abt camp later. (: It was fun. Esp the creepy toilet. And my maid's blurness.
I miss crys, ka and zuxin alot leh. okay okay, im meeting them on sat. yay. ha. ohhhh mannnnn. this is getting draggy.
okay, off i go.
clicked me outta your world.
1:02 AM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
The feeling of nonchalance is gone.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
//
We could sit back on the couch with popcorns
and watch the wall we built fall apart,
Rewind and played it over and over again.
So the verdict that we are over will finally set in.
10:57 PM
You promise Misery.
Yes, I'm back.
Visited Jan today at the hospital today with Charms and Jillian. Headed to the food court to eat and i must announced this, Jillian is the funniest thing on earth, i laughed till my sides hurt. Stupid star jumps and slow reaction. Haha.
Church camp was okay. The bed is damn good. Okay, Random. D, J and I had alot of fun. (:
okay, at least i tried to made this a long entry.
Someone shld stop me from being so lazy alr, I've gained like 10 thousand kg man.
okay. bye.
And I don't want to forget how Your voice sounds.
1:14 AM
Friday, June 16, 2006
DAMN YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I REALLY DO.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
DID I SAY I HATE YOU?
OKAY, LEMME SAY IT AGAIN EVEN IF I DID.
I HATE YOU.
I SWEAR I WANNA RIP YOU APART.
_____, YOU SUCK.
11:59 PM
Monday, June 12, 2006
"I can live without You, just that i dont want to."
Been spending my day watching "Rumour has it" and "Pink Panther".
When i was watching "Rumour has it" this line hit me rather hard cause i remembered saying this to a couple of my friends before. And it was during this period.. Oh well. Oh, And Pink Panther must be the LAMEST show I watched man. Its like ms swan but ten times worst, You really feel like smacking that guy. He's as, Charms always say, a PEST. Wah piang, Damn pesky okay! At least Ms swan is funny, this one is so lame, I swear i will kill myself if i was him. :D
I have to get down to packing already. I have church camp tmrw. And i realised alot of pple are gg to KL for church camp too. Ha, If I meet maths partner there, I will just laugh man. xD
Okay okay, packing here i come. And i hope its going to be one hell load of fun camp. :D Should be fun la hor. Oh, dont any of You dare to tag on my board to say You dont miss me horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Okay, wth. I sound like someone. Oh and did i mention? ______ is damn annoying la, keep copying the way i do smth la! RAH. #$%%^^$#%^&&%$!!
Okay, now im pissd. Hahaha.
Bye la.
-/
Once again, You left me with a hundred things to think abt. You left things hanging, again. (Did i mention again?) Woke up this morning with this fear of what Your answer would be but i guess things turn out different from what i expected. I missed You by half an hour. And now, Im left with all your words, ringing in my head, trying to figure out which is real and which are lies. Honestly, Im at my wits end trying to decipher You.
Its like what i was telling J. Im at this crossroad, And im standing still, watching you walk away and im not sure if I shld even chase after You anymore, If i shld just take the other road and not turn back. I do want to chase after You, but Your words that night killed every intention. Yet, every time, Im so ready to move on, You give me this feeling of.. Hope? Maybe. But i figured, this is the last time.
There is no more Us.
Afterall, all we ever were to You,
Was just a lie.
And now, before I stop thinking about You,
Yo le pierdo chica agridulce de cartel.
How's this?
Ah well.
Once again,
The hardest thing.
2:57 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Move along.
Granny's birthday. Pretty boring if i may say and my parents just had to be all goody goody kids so I couldnt go Nsl. A didnt go also whattttttttttttttttttt , Wth. Ahh well.
Okay, I just wanted to type a whole chunk but i ended up just clicking the back-space button cause I realise there really isnt anything at all left to be said. It cant get any better than that. Its just another down period of my life and i realised I've spent most of my days now with mourning as my objective. Yes, I'm wallowing in self-pity. As we all know, even the best fall down sometimes. But i will move along with my life pretty much soon as we all have to do. Its not a matter of a want anymore, Its a "have to". Yeah, so before I continue ranting, its over and out for me.
I remembered when..
Ahh well.
Goodbye.
10:26 PM
Friday, June 09, 2006
You're blind to the fact that my heart is stopping,
And so am I to Yours.
2:48 PM
I waited till now.
You forgot.
1:50 AM
Friday nights, Ladders and Sleepy eyes.
Some just die to live again,
And yet again, this nostalgic feeling.
It could have been a month..
1:13 AM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
A moment of folly.
What happened to "This time, I wont."?
Its been twelve hours..
And You know what?
Im actually quite alright with You, Gone.
Its not like its the first time anyway,
Yes, I hope Im not lying.
ohoh, Jan, Charms, Demelza and Dionne, If You are reading this,
Thanks for listening! (:
Its torture time for me in abt 7 hours,
So Gnight.
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Nah, not tonight.
12:21 AM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Five..
5:27 PM
Its only been two hours..
2:12 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Oh, and Im feeling very disgusted with something.
Rah.
11:54 PM
Real and make believe.
Its 060606! :D
I survived the Second CoachV trng. And Yes, That is a BIGGGGGGG deal cause she is very very scary and she make me do stupid stuff sub-consciously. And somehow i told Charms and Jan that I think we are like gg thru some Coach Carter show now. Every single muscle in my body is aching and my back hurts(Yes, im getting old). Plus, WE HAVE TO FINISH ALL OUR HWK BY THURS. Well, if you didnt knw this abt me yet, I normally live in denial that i have no hwk till the last week. So, bless my soul, I havent touched any of it. :D The only thing missing now horrr, is we havent signed contracts or we have to wear suits to games. No, for us, it'd be gowns to games. Okay, Not funny.
After trng ended(Thank God.), Hanged ard in canteen and I tell you ah, CHARMS, JAN, JULIA, SHIYUN AND QY BETTER WATCHED OUT MAN. SO ANNOYING CAN! HAHAHAHA. Oh talking abt Julia, I heard an ah beng.. HAHAHAHA. Ask her. :D
Home.
okay, im lucky i got here. and there is an hole in my bed sheet now. Tsk. and its the shape of a cross. Kinda dont knw what hor. Okay, nvmmmmm. Im lazy to think of a word.
lazy again.
Zai jian blog er.
You've got the best of my heart
It broke and now it's just a joke.
11:24 PM
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
SHAVE YOUR HEAD LA.
YES, GO SHAVE YOUR HEAD LA!
STUPID ASSES.
!$%%^$#%&&$#^#%#@!!!!!!
That aside,
Yes, Coach Vivien came today.
And is cmg tmrw.
So goodnight blogger.
And im still pissd.
TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
12:37 AM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Camp photos.
yep, romrom drives me crazy. :D
wifey! :D
look who got the emo bug. :D
cheap thrill XD
your eyecandies for the day. :D
tell me we win the spasm award hands down.
skit group. (:
4:45 PM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Fatal attraction.
Matches were alright,
Guess life has been just mundane.
Ohoh, cept the fact that i talked to Janice till 4 ytd.
But horrr, I think she wasnt really listening so horrr,
tthat woman cheat my feelings. haha.
and that woman can blackmail me soon,
she has all my weird pictures. Damn
As usual,
lazy to continue.
Someday, we will be together inside the void of clemency.
6:55 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006
Say You have forgotten,
And kill me,
cause I know thats the last thing on Your check list.
12:52 AM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
I will learn to live without You.
Yes, Leave.
I will get use to just me.
its
--/
Dont get mislead by the above :D
Camp was alright, I hate running now, I swear I do. WHOOOOO. XD
Im going to sleep noww.
Gbye. :D
Every time i turn around you're gone
But tonight i won't tell anyone .
1:08 PM